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By: Nandita

I hate the way
I feel so many emotion, 
I feel the ache in my heart
When someone hurts me.
When my lips curl downward
When I'm sad but trying to look happy.
I hate the way
Things break me. 
I hate the way
I can't look someone in the eye
Not directly.
I hate the way
All emotions drains out of me
When im lonely.
Now, there's no ache in my heart,
My lips aren't curled down,
I just feel so damm empty.
Now, nothings breaking me
Or burning up inside me
Someone please help me.