Will it be enough?

I dont know.

I don’t know whats going wrong Me becoming vague from inside.

Didn’t know why everything feels soo heavy

 Do i need to write the hard times on paper and burn it away 

Will it be enough?

Enough to make my chest lighter 

Enough to forget all that challenged times

Or will it be enough to make me cry.

I think none of them will happen as i have to live in the hell of it ,

Burning myself all over again n again. 

Or will i have to wait for time to turn it into ashes.

 But still i think , ashes of pain will find a way to burn again 

And fire of which will become more fiery gathering everything around into itself 

Or do i need anyone to talk all it out

 But will it work or I”ll become the story to tell 

Still i think there will be no way to take all of that out of me so that i can breathe freely.

I dont know if i still just think or live in the moments of past.