Secret behind her scars

The nights were cold

But she felt colder as she cried

She felt numb,

Had panic attacks at night

Her heartbeat sky rocketed

Whenever he was mentioned

The girl who once had mental peace

Now only has stress and tension

She had scars on her hand

That she drew every night

And a diary that she kept secret

Away from people’s sight

She hardly got offended

Tried to be chill and cool type

She hid her tears around everyone

Cuz she had no one to wipe

She just wanted assurance,

Someone who would support her

When she would be falling,

Someone who could hold her.