Contestant No. 7,394
The screen is both my mirror and my judge.
It shows my face then shows me how to fix
the bluntness of my jaw, the too-soft edge
where cheek meets air, imperfectly designed.
I scroll and see the gallery of slim,
the flawless ones who post at golden hour.
I pinch the skin below my chin and think:
This is a competition I enrolled in
without consent.
Every like, a point.
Every comment, a score from faceless judges
in a booth that never closes.
I polish myself into a submission
filtered light, posed just right
but in the blue glow of 2 AM,
I feel like a rough draft in a world
of final editions.
They hand out crowns of glass
for beauty that resets at dawn.
I hold mine carefully, knowing
it could shatter if I frown,
if I wake up and look
too much like my own un-posed self
the one not meant for panels,
just for living.