An emerging life

fresh day and a fresh breathe shifting my conscience to few days bfore time …actually many years ago ,when as a spark a life entered into the womb of my mother .I was clear How,When and Why I am gonna enter into her body .Then the next moment found myself trapped in to some cells and a ray of thought again hits back "Shall I stay "and a decision was made .I am imbibing her love ,fears and whatever her DNA contained adulterated with DNA of a man who made a deal to give security and protection to us in return .In Physical dimension my existence is highlighting as the days passes by . Familiar with thoughts and experience of women who gave me shelter I am prepared for reading those codes and knowing to decode them in my lifetime .This was destined and choosen by me .Days are into months .I am growing .My body is getting designed .Perfect , beautiful creation is happening .But sometimes i feel so tired hanging all the time with that umbilical cord .It is dark inside .I have no say for I need some rest.I need to wait .My tiny heart is beating and I am excited to move my legs and arms .My senses are ready to make me know whats going on outside the womb.I can hear ,I can smell now .I am doing my best to open my sticky eyes.Wow I am even able to hear the sound banging inside the head of this lady.She is worried .They wish her to deliver a baby boy ."What if a baby girl form ."Her anxiety is running in her nerves n entering into my calf muscles.I am sad n,She won't be happy to see me .It is too late now .I already announced my decision in the universe .I am annoyed yet hopeful .Hopeful for attaining my piece of love and care by magnetism of my innocense .

I witness everything happening outside of my dark world .Final day I am feeling her touch n she is feeling mine .All her love is covered with the hazziness of being not valued for delivering yet another girl child .