Don’t judge me

Sometimes i cry 
Sometimes i want this tears to dry
Sometimes i know what to do
But sometimes i also realize i can't do
Sometimes i just want to grow up
Sometimes i don't want to get up
I m lazy, i am careless 
But i am not heartless
Yes i wear a skirt
But i m not a slut
Yes i wore a dark lipstick
But i am not a right or wrong checkbox 
Where u can mark a wrong or a tick
I am not a object in your house
How could you judge
That i m not a material to be a spouse