I am lost

I am lost!
not on the roads 
but deep in my soul!
i plod myself with deepening snow
i find myself at the end of the row

I am lost 
with the thoughts I carry 
and with the loneliness i wanna bury
i look at the high sun
and find myself cooked like a bun

I am lost
as i walk forward in my life 
as i see myself failing my every strive
the wind becomes fast and strong 
and i am myself so wrong
                                    ~Sanchi