Kash Ankahee, Kyun Ankahee-4

Sagar pachhta raha hain.

Maine aisa kyu kaha us waqt? Main hamesha yahi kyun karta hu? Aur sirf main hi nahin, hum insaan hi shayad is tarha ke abhyas ki adi hain. Kya kehna chahti thi Sonia?

He continuously blames himself and worries, Sonia kab lautegi? Kya woh lautegi?

He recites a shayari:

Kash jo kaha woh hota ankahee

Bahut kuch jo kehna chahti thi mujhme kyun hain ankahee?

Jo kehna nahi chahti thi

Jise kehna nahi chahti thi-labon se bar bar nikal gayi.

Galat samjha mujhe

Gussa hua apne aap par baad me…

Jo kehna chahti thi kabhi kabhi kehe payi,

Lekin bahut kuch mujh mein hain ankahee.

Sab samajh paye yahi to chahti thi

Sirf main nahi, sabhi.

Samandar ki gehrai se pehle lehare nazar ati hain,

Vaise hi man ki baton ko aankhon se par pana mushkil hain.

Main to kabhi kabhi sochti hu,

Kash ankahee, kyun ankahee,

Aur aap?

Aur Sonia bhi sochti hain,

“Kya mujhe phir se Sagar ko dekhna achha lagega?”

Dono hi apni apni yaadon me khoye huye un sunehre palo ko jine lagte hain.