I lost myself

With lot many rues I lost you!

In this whole process, I met a person
not me not you but someone out of the blue.

Then, the best mate now only
 a person existing in friend list.

I heard the sound of broken friendship.

From a ship they moved to the submarine but 
I drown deep into the sea.

Yeah, in loosing you I not only lost
 my strength but even myself.

From friends to now as if partners of hell
 I hurt myself more than planned.

While loosing a friend I completely lost myself..