Is it Me?

Is it me

Is it me,who is leaching them off

Is it me,who is exhausting them

Am I the misfortune or the blessing

Every single passing day the same thought returns to my mind ” is it because of me and my ill presence pulling them back”

I don’t know

I have seen them in their worst phrases but now all I want to see is them smiling and being happy for the lifetime although I cannot be with them in their journey forever.

They need someone to be with them in their crisis,I want to be that person as long as I am with them.

It is me, wishing for their happiness and eternal joy of their life and want to witness them entering, leading and creating their own paradise ❤️