As Wearied As You

If you’ve looked thoroughly beyond the darkness, I’m sure you have perceived along the distant grey, in between the phosphenes; a structure as wearied as you.

When you really pay attention, you find she is not just what you see, instead a version of what you endure through trials and travails, and bruises left unseen.

It is that built-in misery, you were not aware of and all the reasons bounded in black.

It is all the different battles yet the same war you have been fighting to release yourself from the dim.

It is all the atrocious impression tucked in the creases of your eyes.

It is indeed that devastation to end-up into this darkness and measure the amount of cold in here.

~esha